Well my dear friends,
I am currently working through the slow process of recharging my life batteries. It feels good though. The truth is, I have been going through something deep deep inside of me that has made me not really know myself anymore. I didn't have a desire to do anything... like showering... putting make up on... hangin with friends...going to work. Well now this sounds like just a normal day for me. haha THIS was different I promise. it was freaking me out as well as wearing me out. I hated it. I was never really truly happy. life decisions were weighing down heavily and I didnt know which way was up. Guys I've never felt like this before. and I wanted OUT.
Luckily there have been 3 things that have been helping me out of this funk.
MUSIC!!!!
My Awesome Family: Dad, Mom, SARAH, Glen, JADE, ALLIE, JACKSON, Dane and Cole.
Time...
I'm not completely out yet, the "funk" continues. but I'm gettin there folks. and I've learned alot about myself, and what makes me truly happy! :):) I'm just so grateful for the people in my life.
This isn't supposed to be a sad or "poor machelle" post. haha It's a happy one I promise!! things truly are awesome right now, and I'm lovin every minute of it! I love my friends, I love my family, and I'm so excited for what the future holds :)
I am currently working through the slow process of recharging my life batteries. It feels good though. The truth is, I have been going through something deep deep inside of me that has made me not really know myself anymore. I didn't have a desire to do anything... like showering... putting make up on... hangin with friends...going to work. Well now this sounds like just a normal day for me. haha THIS was different I promise. it was freaking me out as well as wearing me out. I hated it. I was never really truly happy. life decisions were weighing down heavily and I didnt know which way was up. Guys I've never felt like this before. and I wanted OUT.
Luckily there have been 3 things that have been helping me out of this funk.
MUSIC!!!!
My Awesome Family: Dad, Mom, SARAH, Glen, JADE, ALLIE, JACKSON, Dane and Cole.
Time...
I'm not completely out yet, the "funk" continues. but I'm gettin there folks. and I've learned alot about myself, and what makes me truly happy! :):) I'm just so grateful for the people in my life.
This isn't supposed to be a sad or "poor machelle" post. haha It's a happy one I promise!! things truly are awesome right now, and I'm lovin every minute of it! I love my friends, I love my family, and I'm so excited for what the future holds :)
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